There are days when the words come easily. They arrive like old friends, familiar, unannounced, and warmly welcome. You sit down with your tea, open the manuscript, and something clicks. The sentences lean into each other. The story breathes.
And then there are the other days.
You know the ones. Where every sentence feels like it was dragged from the mud. Where the cursor blinks like a silent metronome, keeping time with your growing doubt. When the characters stop speaking. When the world you’ve built, so vivid yesterday, fades like mist at first light.
We talk a lot about inspiration in this line of work. The muse. The spark. The rush of a new idea. But we don’t often talk about what it means to write without any of that. To write when it’s quiet. When it’s hard. When it hurts.
That, I’ve found, is where the real work lives.
Writing isn’t always romantic. Sometimes it’s just a decision: to show up. To sit with the silence. To tap out a paragraph you’ll probably delete tomorrow, not because it’s good, but because it keeps the habit alive. It’s resistance in its softest form, writing even when the muse doesn’t show up.
And on those days, there’s a different kind of satisfaction. Not the high of a breakthrough, but the quiet pride of keeping faith with the story. Of putting your hand to the wheel even when the stars aren’t shining.
Because the truth is, the muse does come back. Eventually. She always does. But sometimes she waits to see if you’ll keep writing without her.
And that’s when the real pages are written.